(written under a minute, may contain misspellings..)
I’m so lonely … my dear..
I can’t take this anymore..
being alone.. trapped inside my loneliness.
I’m singing on my own, singing with my isolated vow..
there’s just an echo of me screaming..
as loud as I get to scream..
but I… try to think of what you said…
and yet my hope is a thread..
it’s as vulnerable and weak.
it’s not the way I want to live..
it’s not the way I want to learn..
being first.. is not about leaving friends..
it’s always about being full in both heart and mind
trying to understand.. why is it that people leave me when I aim..
it is not like this that I feel in the mood to go on..
I feel deserted, abandoned… like never before…
it’s all about one thing… it’s all about a moment..
that’s where I will be ready.. to get it forward..
and now I only hear my echoes under sky..
where I scream… with all my breath.. about to cry of loneliness.
and now I only hear my echoes.. in this land…
of deserted dreams..
where the sun no longer rises.. but only silence.. scary silence..
…. I CAAAAAAAAN’T DO IT THAT WAY!!!!!!!!!!!