Circumcision in my life

Writing the title of this post alone is already painful but I have to share this to ease my pain.

As with any male in Jordan I was born with a Muslim father who wanted to cut my penis at the later age of 5.. however my mother persisted that the unbearable pain and the surgical psychological impact would be too great to bare at that age.. so my father decided to have me circumcised at first week after birth.

I don’t have any memory of the surgery what so ever, but I remember my early experience in the age of 4 and up..

the head was constantly painful, was inflamed, and itchy. I knew something was wrong, but I couldn’t ever presume someone cut my dick!

at age of 6 the reactions stopped, and I was ok till age 13… I reached puberty then and took my first steps in discovering sexual science.

arguing with my parents was totally useless, they won’t admit they are wrong, and even claimed lies that I had some kind of infectious disease…

My medical record doesn’t say that thou… and I know god very well enough that he blessed me with great gifts of knowing…

I was 15 when I become advanced in Sexology and gynaecology knowledge. I have understood that I’m not a male, I was denied being me since the day I was born.

my knowledge brought me to that psychological impact of being circumcised…

Then I learned is all true. that I will never know what intimate sexual intercourse is, and what is male climax, it’s the same when you’re a female and you had your clitoris burnt with a cigarette to become numb for life. except that you only know discover you’re mutilated purposefully and most painfully by your very own parents.

Circumcision prevented me as a man to have my own natural lubricate..which the glans is supposed to produce during sexual intercourse.

at the age of 17 I went to Ukraine.. so to speak for every arab is the “pussy heaven” guess what was my out come. I went to make music. and followed my passion and never had even dated.

Now why would a male say no to sex ?  figured I’m not attracted to females, neither I’m into senseless humping…

I remained untouched, returning to Jordan with later regret.. but it wasn’t full regret at least I saved myself from the embarrassment.

I don’t think about the 90% dick cut males walking the earth, I think about the fact that I can’t please a female…

my study however proved that Circumcised males are preferred by females due to their longer coming time, and harsher sexual stimulation.. this happens because the penis is almost 80% less sensitive than it should be cause the male to be rougher and stroke harder to stimulate the glens..

while this is better pleasure for female it’s a psychological torture for male because if he doesn’t come, or his erection stops  he feels male-less.

males tend to have a powerful bond to their pride, and when they fail at the mission they are supposed to be born with, psychologically they castrate themselves.

and their hypochondriac state causes impotency so they resort to medications and artificial ways.

the female side also has damage, a male can get very rough in attempt to reach his “limited” climax that he would hurt her.

there were countless reports of such incidents.

The last uncommon symptom is sterility… caused by males who get a sever paranoia state and either castrate themselves, or involve in act of masochism.

that may accidentally result in temporary or permanent sterility. I have personally observed these symptoms occurring across Jordan.

and I have no doubt that general male weakness in the world is caused by psychological impact of circumcision and female’s dominant positions.

I’ve studied Sexology for over 8 years now and about a year in gynaecology… and I’m still studying to find a cure.

I believe the only best cure it to prevent it from happening in the first place…

the current foreskin restoration surgery causes bigger problem than it solves.

the penis glans  doesn’t recover from its defected state. so it’s useless. more over the surgery’s side effect of pulling the skin back causes of erection pain leading to dysfunction preventing full erection in some cases due to insufficient skin tissue.

note also that a restored foreskin doesn’t fold and unfold the exact same way as a native foreskin muscle does.

the existence of this surgery is a living proof  result of the psychological impact circumcision does. but heck doctors make money on it. so the more dicks get cut.. the richer doctors will be doing it.. and the richer will be doctors who attempt further mutilation procedures.

I would embrace a brain tumor. and blood cancer.. but not the fact of intentionally inflected permanent mutilation.

the real reasons why circumcision is encouraged are:

– Female pleasure rumor,    males tend to do what pleases females by nature

– Money making,  you will not believe how much.  ( about 40% of world’s financial wealth )

– Sexual drive reduction, is they say will decrease rape-cases;  hello ( it increases pedophilia and sadism/masochism acts ).

– Slavery,  during my study I encountered cases where genital psychological trauma greatly lessens male’s stubborn, bravery, and life-esteem.. which makes them easier to manipulate by both opposite sex, and government.

relative social side effects are simply votes of ( stop circumcision ) on Facebook.. which the government can give no shit about it.

males won’t riot about it, males won’t stand against it what they know they can’t retrieve. ( why fight a lost cause, perspective )

In the other hand female circumcision, there are 2 methods I have specialized studying in so far.

1 – Cutting part of clitoris

2 – cutting part of Lebia-minora ( aka vaginal lips )

The first method is worse than male circumcision in terms of psychological impact, and also reduces sexual-stimulation by 98%. basically turning a woman into a baby factory chicken.

The side-effects are pretty much similar to male circumcision as far to my knowledge.. however it is less common in the world since females psyche isn’t as much dependent on their sexual state; which helps them fight against it and consider it barbaric. ( after all cutting a clitoris off is worse than exposing a glans to natural damage ).

the second method mostly practiced in Africa till nowadays, is less of a female deprivation and more of a torture.

hinders female’s sexual-stimulation ability severely…

Nowadays you will find most conflicts happening between couples are caused on sexual-displeasure bases.

Origin of Circumcision..

You can read more about it in Wikipedia for technicality because here I will express my sole opinion that may not be entirely detailed or correct..

In my belief it all began when males started fighting over females.. and females fought over males..  this brought a general idea of “SEX is evil and bad”

At this point humans used their over-smarted brains thinking of how to prevent conflicts (which are even till now caused because of sex.. nowadays biggest source of pleasure is money… but no castrated male would say I want to be rich… believe me I talked to eunuchs world-wide they enjoy their senseless purposeless existence, because if frees them from modern world life )

Sex-based conflicts never decreased since it’s in our nature to be tempted by opposite sex… the principal of loyalty even now is still uncommon and mostly used for covering the truth, or pride..

“Sex is evil and bad” drove religions to approve this… soon sex become human’s hardest type of fasting ( act of resisting instincts such as food, sex, and sleeping ).

In attempt to force their own will humans resorted to acts of masochism and sadism inflecting damage to their sexual organs to help their ( way to reach god believing god is asexual being )

This soon became a practice.. along with male castration in catholic churches, and gharems ( pedophile whore houses in where they castrate male boys at pre-mature age to traffic them for sexual pleasure by adult males.. was most famous in the “slave and sex trafficking all around the Muslim world” ).

PS: The Prophet Mohammad allowed that.


Anyways I believe its time we evolve our brains in order to prove ourselves better than monkeys.

so far monkeys are better than us in terms of loyalty. and  genital mutilation prevention..

I have personal believes that the castration and sterilization of animals also began as sadistic-joy… later to be approved by general public.

they resorted to excuses. such as “the tiger was at rage.. we needed to calm him down..”  =__= ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!

To be honest All animals are dying around us…  it is not enough that we are alone on earth.. we still kill what we have left.

once there are no animals.. humans will resort to racism and discrimination.. and kill each other.

….  sometimes I wish we never existed, because we’re god’s failed experiment who resulted more damage than progress.

I might release ( Human as species article one day )  -__-

Hope you enjoyed reading.. maybe it will help a few people if we start thinking better than monkeys..

start by quitting your computer addiction and smoking  🙂


2 thoughts on “Circumcision in my life

  1. ……………. There is a movement of Jews who are questioning circumcision, and working to end this abuse of children. The movement ranges from the Orthodox to the secular, and includes mothers, fathers, scholars, historians, medical professionals, activists, and intellectuals.

    Jewish Groups for Genital Integrity

    Circumcision: A Jewish Feminist Perspective by Miriam Pollack

    Jewish Intactivist Miriam Pollack has some great commentary on Foreskin Man in this recent interview.

    Jews Speak Out in Favor of Banning Circumcision on Minors

    * Brit Shalom Celebrants by Mark D. Reiss, M.D.

    * Questioning Circumcision: A Jewish Perspective by Ron Goldman, Ph.D.

    * The Current Judaic Movement to End Circumcision: Part 1 ………….


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